Once upon a time it was in your interests and mine to believe in a jehovah.

But interests evolved, sometimes gradually and sometimes abruptly, and we both found new religions.

The Truth, The Truth. Who’s got the truth, and when, and why?

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A year ago I thought it might be in my interests to make videos and post them on that Platform.

A month ago all faith in that idea was lost.

Today I’m re-considering the proposition with a cold and sober eye.

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I spill therefore I am. It’s in my interests in the broadest sense, not so much economically as …

It’s central to my new and improved religion, and I have Faith in this Creed.

The Creed is the Creed it is, because … I believe

it is in

my interest to thus believe.

We care a lot, and it is a kind of crazy, finally, after all.

Crazy. Just like Willie told it long ago.

For thinking
that my love could hold you.
Crazy for trying, and crazy for crying
and I’m crazy for loving you.