i think the reason i have no honest desire to go back to Chicago again
is that marriage is an Institution, and i don’t want to live Institutionalized myself
much less spend a pile of money i don’t have Celebrating it
there are fish shoulders right here to roast fry and that much i can afford
and i’m well aware that the institution joke is not even original
but it works for me regardless
i got a Shell god dammit, and it was free but for the cost of mighty labors
just like all of life and just like every decision that shapes our lives
every choice of which road to trip or not
(regardless who do you thinks gonna even read about a turtleshell)
i am not a dependent charity tortoise
i am a free anarch and liony among men and wimmenz alike
temporarily alive
conditionally autonomous
neither emancipated nor enslaved and in love with walking that very edge
while it lasts
which ain’t all that long now
if we ain’t too scared about the future
look out, Spike
it’s something to olvidé and remember at the same time.
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Tonight in the great land of America, 150,000 children will sleep without shelter, aka “be homeless”. That’s just the number for the kids alone.
But the Rose Bowl is on, and Matt’s Offroad Recovery has a new episode, so we got that going for us ayyy?