I pulled some decisional triggers and I have no idea if it was the right thing to do in terms of cash flow.

But although simply making the decision finally was a triumph, my mind is elsewhere, to wit:

Possibly you could get enough slack for your idiomatic views and behaviors and beliefs and approaches
if you were really good
at doing something that was unquestionably necessary and helped others
like healing;

Call it the Maturin Hypothesis.

I have no idea if that’s right [or the right thing] either.